As if the trauma of Friday’s fiasco wasn’t enough, something else happened yesterday. Something I’m not entirely ready to talk about fully, as I’ve already cried enough and my warranty has run out on my laptop so it’s definitely not covered by water damage. Let me just say that it involved a vehicle or two, with my son in one of them, a couple of tow trucks, and immense guilt and humiliation. Everyone is fine, no one was hurt. Unless you include my self-esteem and emotional well-being.
And after all was said and done? I feel horrible. Doubting myself and my abilities in a way I never have before. Feeling as if I’ve let everyone down, including myself. And sinking in to a funk that will take more than chocolate to climb out of. I wish I could just be one of those people that shrugs off a weekend like this, moves on without a blink, and doesn’t look back.
I am trying very hard to keep my head above water, if for nothing else, for my two little darlings who need me to be there for them. Damn it, there are birthday parties to plan for!
Awwww. I’m sorry. Praying that you have a better week. <3 Hearts and hugs
G - I am so sorry that your weekend was so awful! I wish that I was real hugging you instead of e-hugging you.
Remember to breathe - and when that stops helping, remember that you are loved.
Thanks, Amy. I’m praying for the same thing…
Aw, R, I wish I could get a big in-person hug too. I’ve been trying to repeat Scarlet O’Hara’s tag line “tomorrow is another day” bit. Otherwise, I’d crawl in to a hole and come out only after I’ve molted.
Hi G! I hope you are feeling much better today ( :
Everything will be alright, im sure. Hug!
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Hi Marga - thanks, I’m slowly coming around. Thank god for insurance and the simple fact that no one was hurt. It could have been much worse…
Aww…. So sorry Gina. Sometimes when we run into bad luck, it just seems as though it just keept coming. The thing is though, we have to figure out which direction we have to take to change our luck. Asking for some prayers for you and your family right now.
Take care,
Lexie
Well, thank goodness no one was hurt! I hope today is going better for you- I’m here if you need to vent- God knows I do it enough, lol.
So sorry you had to go through this - the thought of something happening to our kids is enough for me to have a complete melt down.
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Lexie - that’s what I’m worried about, that 3rd Bad Thing coming. But so far every day is getting incrementally better. Just trying to send positive energy out in to the universe and hope for the best…
Sorta - Yes, I have to keep remembering that, that unbelievably no one was hurt, that my son is fine and seems unaffected, and I just need to put it past me. Thanks for the shoulder…
Kelly - thanks for stopping by. The thought of something happening to my kids that might be my fault? Even more sickening. All something to learn from, right?